I look so gross. My face is so broke out. For about the last year, around that time of the month, I get these huge, painful zits on my chin. They take over a week to clear, are clear for maybe 1-2 weeks, then pop back up. So gross. Makeup makes them worse and doesn’t really cover them up.
I caught my reflection in the mirror while I was sitting next to the bathtub while my littlest was in there. I look like a ball. Sitting, I’m as wide as I am tall. My belly is huge and hangs over heavily. That’s called a pannus, if anyone was wondering if there’s a term for it. It pops out from the bottom of my tank-top sometimes. I’m terrified it’ll happen in public. It’s so gross. I feel gross. I am gross.
The Difference A Year Can Make 