Santa Claus brought my girls off-brand GoPro type cameras. So the girls have been running around taking videos and photos. I made it clear I didn’t want my phot taken. I tend to wear sweats and a tank top while in the house, which is not flattering at all. They respected my request and didn’t directly take any pics or videos of me, but as they transitioned between rooms, they caught me by accident a few times.
Do I really look like that? When did I go from overweight to obese? As I sit here in this body, I don’t think of myself as obese. But my pants- the ones that I bought two months ago, which are a size larger than the last time I bought them, are snugger than they were when I bought them!!! I wish I could go to sleep and wake up in the body I want.
I am so annoying. I am just complaining and making excuses, all the while, digging deeper and deeper in this hole. Shaking my head at myself.
The Difference A Year Can Make 